To my mother🥺💕

 😭😭😭

Momma....I'm in tears.

I miss you so much

I've been trying to act like I'm fine

But I'm not

I miss your motherly warmth

I Can barely see my phone screen

I'm typing this with shaky hands

sweaty palms

Teary eyes

You should have been here

To see how much I've grown

to see what I've achieved

To see the woman I'm becoming

This wasn't the plan mum....

But God knows best they say.

God knows best

You left me at a time when I was frigile!

This world isn't friendly on the motherless

There's so much pressure!

I want to buy you a gift mum🥺

But how do I get it across to you!

Lay it down on your grave?

How do I fill this vacuum 

There's this space in my heart

it always feel empty mum!

Only you can fill it.

Your graveside gives me comfort.

I guess I'd be going for lots of vacations there

At least I get to feel your presence.

I am always....always looking forward to your birthday

Because that's the only day you come home to us.

I'm waiting for you momma💕

I love you 💙

Your baby loves you 🥺

So much.

I miss you my woman💙💕🥺